2poor4shoes....but got plenty of gold! (APPLICATION)

[Skinny]

I too would like to say 2poor4shoes is a good guy that I have seen. Annoying as heck to play against, but a good guy

[ladyToOLs]

I concur with above statement!! Good luck!!

[Glazed]

Always a ball playing with you man!

[2poor4shoes]

@Skinny Ahaha I'm sorry that I'm annoying to play with I just got great skills (in nepoleon dynamite's voice)

@Lady Thank you!

@Glazed always a blast to play with or against you and all .40cal members!

As everyone should know my application was filed a long time ago and I haven't been as active as I was before. My brother (not blood, one I served Afghanistan with) committed suicide around that time and I couldn't help but use alcohol as my pain reliever. I don't have a problem saying this because it's the past and i've learned that life is too short and enjoy every minute of it, unfortunately I had to learn the hard way by losing some of my brothers. I'd like to remove myself from this application because I know even right now, I can't give 110% to .40cal like I wanted to before this all happened and you guys deserve nothing but the best, active, and loyal members in .40cal. I'll always continue supporting and especially play the server a lot to keep my name in fame love you guys and thank you for understanding.

[sammy]

I am deeply sorry for your loss. we all lose people close to us. is it possible 40cal admin responsibility might help you put the bottle down? please don't give up. I would like to approve your app. you are very valued in this community.
I would be happy if you reconsidered.
sammy

[2poor4shoes]

Thank you Sammy, it's sad to lose the good people in our lives. And I don't drink anymore, it's just been those months I've been M.I.A. i'm better now, going to the gym a lot more and also just playing on your servers brings me back, still struggling with having to fit back in with civilians but hopefully that will go away on it's own sooner or later. I'm sorry but I have thought about it and I know I won't be able to put a lot of time being a team member since i'm still trying to figure myself out. Thank you for your concern Sammy.

[Not the Face!]

Thank you Sammy, it's sad to lose the good people in our lives. And I don't drink anymore, it's just been those months I've been M.I.A. i'm better now, going to the gym a lot more and also just playing on your servers brings me back, still struggling with having to fit back in with civilians but hopefully that will go away on it's own sooner or later. I'm sorry but I have thought about it and I know I won't be able to put a lot of time being a team member since i'm still trying to figure myself out. Thank you for your concern Sammy.

We will still be here for you bud.. Just calm down some on your score so people don't ragequit. You'll be in my prayers.

[Jeriko]

Hope yout take time for yourself. Had lots of fun playing scoutknife with you and lady yesterday lol

IMO you are a good player with skills AND you are respectfull. You'd be great as an admin.

Hope you get over afghanistan, been there too and have a lots of my brothers who came back different... Just time and acceptance can help get over it, we can never heal from this, only learn to live with. This is my only comment about this.

[samm123]

good luck app 2poor4shoes

[sammy]

good luck app 2poor4shoes

you obviously did not read this thread. 2poor no longer wishes to be a member.